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CQd44

Clay Young
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My Bio
Current Residence: Edinburg, Texas
Favourite style of art: Ink
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: Creative Vision: M 30 Gig
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever I find amusing. Or in the case of my apartment, I have brick walls D:
Skin of choice: Aero
Favourite cartoon character: Germaine
Personal Quote: "A child of five would understand this. Send someone to fetch a child of five."

Favourite Visual Artist
my sister
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Currently, Icehouse
Favourite Writers
John Milton, followed closely by Dante Alighieri
Favourite Games
X-men for sega genesis
Favourite Gaming Platform
Computer
Tools of the Trade
Keyboard
Other Interests
Medicine, computers, videogames, women.
I might need to check up on my definition of "soon." I was in an emotional rut, school was suffering for it, my friendships weren't yet. I was still sane, still able to entertain myself. Then I met another girl. Let's call her Y. She was fantastic - kind, caring, didn't get repelled by my personality. What more could I have asked for during my emotional state? We would talk daily, talk on the phone, text eachother, play online games with eachother. It was pretty fun, enjoyable, fulfilling. It wasn't long before we referred to ourselves as an item. This, to me, was great. I felt wanted - someone out of the billions of people on this Earth
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Well, my life was going smoothly up until about 2009. It was then that I met a girl named X. We were sort of together but she didn't want to commit to me. Me, being me, thought she'd eventually be won over by my kindness and how I accommodated her and helped her in everything that she did. But after months of late-night phone calls, early morning visits, and generally keeping me from getting the sleep I needed. My schoolwork began to suffer, but I still passed my classes. Then the bombshell. She got a boyfriend. I was crushed and just gave up on school. I stopped going to class (my first major mistake). I didn't lose friends yet, but my fina
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6 years. A lot happens in six years. My life has taken a complete 180. I'm no longer in school. I don't have as many friends. I'm no longer upbeat. I've become a cynic who has occasional fits of optimism and hope for people. I want to succeed, I want others to succeed, I want everyone to be successful. I still don't understand dishonesty. I don't understand people. Hell, I don't even understand women. But I digress. As bad as my life has gotten, as many things I've experienced (that no one ever should), as bad as my self-esteem has gotten... I push forward. I've taken some steps to get back into school. I'm no longer interested in medicine.
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welcome to :devart: :) hope you enjoy your stay.