I might need to check up on my definition of "soon."
I was in an emotional rut, school was suffering for it, my friendships weren't yet. I was still sane, still able to entertain myself.
Then I met another girl. Let's call her Y.
She was fantastic - kind, caring, didn't get repelled by my personality. What more could I have asked for during my emotional state?
We would talk daily, talk on the phone, text eachother, play online games with eachother. It was pretty fun, enjoyable, fulfilling. It wasn't long before we referred to ourselves as an item. This, to me, was great. I felt wanted - someone out of the billions of people on this Earth